Hey

I havent been on here in awhile so i thought that I would update real fast. Well i havent been on here since last year.

Umm yeah

After meeting Josh i could tell he didnt want to talk to me anymore and i could tell when we met Wednesday he didnt even want to be around me.

Me, my mom and my grandpa and grandma went to mt. view Saturday and i get a text from Josh saying that he was sorry but he only got a friend vibe from me. Why the fuck even ask me out to be your girlfriend.

I found out from my friend Anastacia that Friday one of Josh's ex's had been texting him. Come to find out he dont like big chicks and i told him i was big. He said it was okay. Well he shouldnt even kissed me then.

Now i know why i stay single.

Weekend and What not

Friday me and mom went to Searcy i was going to get some church clothes but they didnt have any that i liked at all. Well i was doing good, was happy and all that..then it went downhill from there. I was crying and crying alot. I cried bout anything. I hate when my moods go from happy to a weird mood where i just cry or upset i felt depressed, sad, overwhelmed, irritable, tired. You name it i probably was it.

Saturday was basically the same way without the crying. We went to my grandpa and grandmas to get my moms oil changed in her car and if my grandma didnt argue with me about something that i was right about she tried to tell me i was wrong. Running her damn mouth bout one of their neighborhood teenagers of who she was dating and i knew i was right. My mom yelled at me and i said shes arguing with me bout something that im right about. Pissed me off. My mom told her and grandpa not too ruin the day because we was going to Port Fest later on that day! My mom knew i was already pissed off and depressed.

Well we got to Port Fest around 4pm it was really hot outside!!! I nearly fainted once because i was so hot my face was so red! I started to get pissed off and annoyed and aggervated at Port Fest because these people who were sitting in front of me their daughter was going in between my chair and someone elses chair and almost spilt it on me and if this damn lady didnt come between the chairs and knock my drink all over me and almost kicking me in the face. That really pissed me off majorly i got up and started cussing threw my cup down on the ground i walked off because that lady lucky i didnt grab her and beat the crap out of her but my mom came and found me and told me they got her arrested because she was high and they was kicking her out for the second time i told my mom to take me over there where the police had her and i was going to tell them what happened..My mom ended up telling one of them at the end of the night and they said if they knew that, they would of put her in jail.

But other than that Little Texas was awsome i got pictures. I did have videos on my phone but it didnt sound good. I dont have a digital camera mine wouldnt charge up anymore so i threw it away. But i ended up all the way to the stage and one of the guitar dudes touched my hand. My mom bought me a Little Texas shirt and all of the guys signed my shirt! I was so happy.

Well today is a good day I got a new boyfriend..his name is Josh he lives in Waldnut ridge. I've been talking to him through texting I cant wait to text him. My friend Anastacia is the one got us texting and he asked me out. Asked me if i would be his girlfriend and i said yeah. Im so happy he is so sweet. Me, him and Anastacia and her boyfriend we all are suppose to hang out sometime.

Well I need to get off of here though.

I'm New!

Hey everyone! I'm new on here. I thought i would try this site out. It looks fun.

My name is Angela I'm 25 years old, I live in a hick town in Arkansas. I'm divorced!

I have a pug named AJ and a jack russell terrier named BooBoo, a teddy bear hamster named Neville, a betta fish named Slytherin.

Im into the Twilight Saga and the movies. Also into the Vampire Diaries and True Blood!

I love all different kinds of music. I like Tokio Hotel, Mayday Parade, Brokencyde, Fall Out Boy, They're is more but i cant think of them all.

I have Endometriosis, which is very painful, Also I have depression, bipolar 2 disorder, anxiety disorder, sleeping disorder, personality disorder.

I wish I could be normal. But is there even anyone out there that is normal nowadays? I think everyone has problems but who doesnt.

I like to play video games..i got a ps2 and a nintendo ds. I want a wii though.

I love Sonics happy hour because i love their grape slush.

Im hoping to meet alot of friends on here. I havent figured out how to find anyone on here yet.

Hopefully someone will read me and help me out on here lol.

Texting is mostly what I do!! I hate talking on the phone. I rather text.

Well i guess this is enough for now so I guess Ill go!